Today was wonderful. I satisfied my Swiss Fish & Chips craving and my DQ craving and I got another pair of shoes which were on sale so yay it was worth it. I want to blog about you but you might see it, hell I shouldn't even tweet about you. I'll keep that for my private twitter. Anyway, I'm totally loving the weather right now! And I'll most likely wake up late tomorrow because school starts at 3.25pm and ends at 5.05pm and I'm fasting so I'll do nothing till Maghrib then eat then do two tutorials (I definitely have to stay up for this, but I don't want to wake up earlier to do it - I can only focus at night.

Anyway, I'm bored so I'm gonna answer these questions I got from this website.

What is it like to wake up every morning and pretend that you aren’t dying?

Some days I admit it's more difficult than ever. I feel like school's ripping away any life within me. But sometimes I don't have to pretend. I'm always looking forward to seeing my friends, although sometimes the dread for school overweighs my eagerness to do anything or see anyone.

Do you believe in the death penalty? What if someone murdered your mother in cold blood? What if someone murdered a stranger’s mother, but saved your life the month before?

Considering both situations, I feel like people always deserve a punishment equally as bad as the crime they committed. Of course, I would've been very grateful that he had saved me a month before, but murdering anyone is unacceptable... especially if it's my mom. 

If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?

The way I speak or like what I say to myself? I wouldn't mind if anyone spoke the same way/manner that I do, but if a friend insults or criticises me as much as I do to myself, I probably won't talk to them the next day.

Would you rather be rich and paralyzed from the waist down or poor and able bodied?

Poor and able bodied! I could work to get the money I'd deem sufficient.

What’s the most expensive gift you have ever received? Is it the best gift you have ever received?

Most likely my MacBook Pro? It was $1600+ with all the extras so it ended more than $2k! Thank you daddddd. And yes, it is! But the most expensive gift from a friend would have to be Sims 3 Late Night from Nabs! Best present ever! Or the shirt she got me... But I have no idea how much that costed. I love that shirt.

When was the last time you lied? Is it possible to lie without saying anything at all?

I don't remember. I'm pretty sure I lie a lot without realising or remembering. And... I honestly don't know. 

Stealing is immoral, right? But what if stealing was the only way to feed a starving child?

Stealing is immoral, if you had the means to get what you wanted or needed. If you have the money, buy it. Or ask your parents. Or your friends. But if it were to feed a starving child, I would consider it a good deed, as it's for a good cause.

If I gave you $20, what percentage would you – really – save? If I gave you $200,000, what percentage would you save? Should there be a difference?

It really depends! I don't save money by counting the percentage haha. If I had $20 I'd keep it in my wallet and use it whenever I wanted. If it were $200,000 I'd keep a thousand at home in $50 notes, and the rest in my bank! 

If someone could tell you the exact day and time that you are going to die, would you want them to tell you? 

Yes. Then I can decide if I want to quit school and live life to the fullest. I doubt I'd have time to truly enjoy my life if I didn't know my age limit. We all lead ordinary lives - education → further education → even further education → work → get married → work → have kids → work → die. It's awfully ordinary and only the brave are daring enough to break out of this cycle and live their lives.

If you found out you were going to die today, would you have any regrets? Would you be happy with the way you spent the last 24 hours of your life?
Yes, I'd have so many regrets. And even though I had a super good day, it's just not what I'd have done if I knew it were my last day. 

Do the words ‘freedom’ and ‘liberty’ mean not being persecuted or discriminated against, or do they mean doing whatever you please?
Personally I feel "freedom" is doing whatever you please but "liberty" though it means the same thing, to me, it means not being oppressed by restrictions set by the authorities.

Have you ever discriminated against someone? Imagine that a street gang notorious for wearing purple shirts has robbed and murdered several hundred people in your town. If a man wearing a purple shirt just rang your doorbell, would you answer it?
Hahaha I have, it's bad I know. And I think no, I wouldn't, just to take safety precautions.

Is it crazier to choose to be poor or to spend 40 years of your life hating 40 hours a week?
I think it's crazier to be poor. It's very materialistic of me I think, but honestly, I've spent about half my life hating everyday, I don't think another 30 years would make a difference. I'll just be a grumpy old lady - as much as that scares me.

Do you ever feel like you don’t have enough time? How many hours a week do you spend watching TV, or playing video games, or…?
I feel like I never ever have enough time. I spend my time on Twitter a lot. And recently - Temple Run. I spend many many hours doing things that aren't beneficial for my future~

If you could be given another talent or ability, what would you want it to be? Have you ever – really – tried to perfect this ability in yourself?
Another talent? I'm talentless hahaha I wanna be able to sing or play guitar. I practice singing a lot okay I'm just bad at it haha. Playing guitar... is too hard.

No matter how bad things get, are you aware that someone always has it worse than you do?
I'm perfectly aware of this fact, but just because someone has it worse, it doesn't revoke the right from me to be sad. This is like saying: You can't be happy, someone has a better life than you do.

What’s the difference between ‘living’ and ‘existing?’
Existing is merely being present on earth. Living is taking the chance to do the things that make you truly happy.